I had a bad day. I'm freezing. Everything is soaked. I just got to the lake that will be my camp for the night. It seems like a nice place, right on the water and there's a picnic table here. Its a day use area, but tonight it will be an overnight area because I refuse to go any farther.
The clouds are breaking and the sun intermittently shines, slowly drying the clothes draped over everything around. Julie basks in the sun by the water. I notice a house over to the left to the lake, I think that I'm not to far from civilization, I guess they will hear my screams...hopefully.
I gather firewood, I'm grateful for the three logs lying there cut into quarters. They will light the dark. Everything is wet still but I am able to find a dead log and after peeling some of the wetter outer layers, I get this nice dry cork like wood. I gather a bunch, a quick flame to shine on a unfamiliar shadow.
I decide not to set up the hammock. I will just sleep on the picnic table, a luxury actually it seems. I know the dew will settle here for there is only small branches overhead, but I don't care. I hope that it just won't come this time.
I eat a bowl of noodles for dinner and crawl into my sleeping bag. The picnic table is hard and cold though I am happy because finally my back lays flat. Not a thought crosses my mind and before I know it I am dreaming.
I am awake now, there are two dogs at the house to the left barking violently into the night. Julie is tense. I am suddenly scared. I listen to every sound, I follow the barks until they echo off a nearby hill. The temperature has dropped a good 5 degrees from when I feel asleep. A mist is rising from the lake. Everything looks dramatic. The forest that surrounds me is to dark for my eyes to penetrate. I flick on my headlamp. A beam of light cuts the cool dark until it hits the forest wall. I scan rapidly, looking for the glow of eyes staring back at me. The dogs bark incessantly. Julie is alert, she senses my fear. I notice my sleeping bag is wet outside, my headlamp reflects of the tiny drops of dew. I grab my phone from my pocket and check the time, its midnight. I look over to a small smouldering fire that I started before I went to bed. I decide to stoke it and add some wood to it. The coyotes start up, they are crying all around me it seems. This sudden noise raises the aggression in the dogs barks. All the sounds are close. I walk to the fire and add a log to it. It catches. I hear branches breaking. I turn quickly to face the black wall of pine. It's coming closer. Its coming fast. My heart stops. Something is running at me full stride. I feel fear like never before. I just stand there, accepting my fate. My headlamp catches two eyes. Then I see it, a cat like figure breaks through the underbrush. I scream, a loud bloody scream. And before I know it its crashing through the forest floor with Julie hot in pursuit.
I am frozen stiff. I can't breath. I can still hear the two animals running through the forest. I can't believe it, a bobcat just charged me. I gather my wits and whistle for Julie, she comes back obediently. The fire is big now after throwing all the wood on it. I grab my sleeping bag and throw it on the ground and crawl in. I tie Julie to my bike so she won't wander after something in the night. The chorus of dogs and coyotes is starting to quieten down. I try to forget about what just happened. The fire warms me on this cold night and soon I am asleep.
This time when I awake the sun is just rising. The fire is still smouldering and I find Julie somehow made her way to the back of my sleeping bag. I am glad the night is over. I am grateful to have survived another night in the wilderness. I soon get up and start the day....
(Upon reflections, I have come to conclusion that I was not attacked by a bobcat. Judging by the bobcats movements it must have been chasing a small animal, like a mouse and the mouse has just headed in my direction. When I yelled the bobcat was just as surprised as me to see something standing there. Still, that was fucking scary!)